my teas gone cold,
im wondering why i got out of bed at all.
the morning rain clouds up my window,
and i cant see at all.
and even if i could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall -
it reminds me that its not so bad, its not so bad.

-- thank you | dido

i see the world in shades of grey.
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i knew i was going to lose you in due course.
i merely accelerated the process, so that i could dump the excess baggage and move on with life.


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im beginning to feel the ache and i cant stop it.

wouldnt things be much easier if people were more honest about their feelings. often, we conceal our anger when somebody does something that we do not like, our discontentment when somebody overrides our decisions, our irritation when somebody keeps going on about a petty matter, our disappointment when a good friend falls below our expectations, our grief when we lose somebody important in our lives, and most common of all, many of us tend to hide our feelings for somebody. we try to find means and ways to disguise our feelings mainly because we are afraid of the consequences of making them known to the other party.

life is so full of uncertainty. i started typing this without knowing where it would end, and i still dont.


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this post is here to remind my anonymous readers, that this particular corner has not been forgotten nor abandoned. rest assured that as soon as i get my life back in place, i shall return with the relevations and the reflections that has been flashing across my mind in the past weeks or so.

i know i will come back. i just dont know when.


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